| hey guys
i forgot to tell you all
I have a new xanga
whitNizleXc0re
I don't advertise my eating disorder there but I definately have one still
I love you all stay strong |
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| my computer broke, so we got a new one
i'll admit a part of me died when i was off of the computer |
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| Perfection is what is left when everything unpleasant or unnecessary has been removed. Perfection is therefore pure. To be thin is a necessary part of perfection. Fat is unpleasing, unnecessary and wasteful. To be thin is to be organised, beautiful, pleasing and right. It is a visible sign that one is disciplined and orderly. To be thin demonstrates to oneself and to the world that one is in control. It is the first step to perfection because it requires mastery of oneself in a society which demands we become slaves of our wants and desires. A thin body is the outward sign of a soul in command of itself. A thin body is therefore desirable above many things. It is valuable and to be worked for. It is my goal |
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| heres the deal
i think i am in love with josh i don't know
i want to go wherever he is
i listen to all the songs he does
i have a relationship with my sister like never before just so i can see him everyday i hang out at a parking lot with all the people i hate in this town just to say hi for the 20 minutes hes there
everytime i see a red honda CRX , theres three here my stomach just goes insane and i smile and i just get all happy and stuff
and that boys eyes...ohmygawsh
i don't wanna be all stupid and like gosh but seriously if anyone has ever been able to sit and stare at a boy for hours on ed and not get tired of it
holla at me |
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| i havent updated in almost 10 days
so things are busy well they have been but i can count on my daddy-o to put an end to that for me
he has banned me form my sister, like how can your parents ban you from your siblings it doesn't make sense to me
im hardly eating at all i think dinner is the only meal i have eaten all week, and that iis after i bike half a mile and walk a mile everyday and then take care of kids and then walk home a mile and a half again so i have been yeah doing good
im sitting here in my skinny jeans now, and they fit perfect im so happy
well later loves leave me lots of comments for me to comment back
love you all to pieces |
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